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nitori aiichirou

and you made flowers grow in the black hole my chest had become. and your light scared my demons away. loving you is worth it, darling

the basics

full name nitori aiichirou
age 18
occupation lifeguard @ marlin cove
species human
pronouns he/his
usergroup cascata
fandom free!


the powers

just a smol child that's good at swimming.


the canon

somewhere in s2 even idk tbh
you've always just been to soft for your own good. that's what people say, anyway, behind your back. you are a kind, gentle soul, and there's nothing wrong with that. there's never been anything wrong with that and, just because you get your feelings hurt (and often), doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you. you have, however, always felt a little bit stranger for it.

you come from a home where your parents are always just too busy to teach you how to be you. for that, you've had to develop on your own, had to learn the ropes of what it was like to be you. its difficult, learning how to come into your own and you'll admit that you still really haven't. its been a long, wild ride, but you're better for everything you've been through. you're better for having met and known matsuoka-senpai, of this you're certain. knowing him has been good for you because he's always accepted you for who you are.

even when he was standoffish and quiet, you know he was a lot more caring than he let on. for a while, you think that maybe he's like you--he just hasn't figured out how to be himself yet. that turns out to be a lot truer than even you had anticipated. though quiet and almost cold, there was something so magical about matsuoka rin that just drew you in from the start. god knows it wasn't his charm.

( its because he had all the charm of a shark getting ready to eviscerate a seal. )

but there was something just so skilled, so beautiful about him in action when you two begin to swim together. you've known him since elementary school. you were never quite the friend to him that the others were, and you had your own friends, and rin's were not yours. maybe you ran in different circles because of your parents, your upbringing--how uptight and proper they always were.

that wasn't the others. haruka, rin, makoto...they had very simple lives. at least, it always seemed that way; you know that you can't judge a book by its cover. the same as how no one could judge him. your parents aren't neglectful, per se, but they fought sometimes (over the bills, over his grades, over the fact he was prone to crying whenever his feelings were hurt). so focused on their work lives that they didn't really pay too much attention to you. not that you ever doubted they loved you, because of course they do! they're your parents.

rin has always been someone you looked up to. this much is never going to change, no matter how far apart you are, no matter what weird world fate has brought you to. you're still not sure how you wound up here. one minute you're being coached by sousuke and the next minute you're...well, you're still in the water, but being at the beach is very different from being in a pool.

its troublesome for someone like you. someone that is so easily affected by everything around them. you've had your fair share of ups and downs and this is just another one of them. after all, when rin left, that was hard to handle. you were sad, maybe not as sad as his better friends, but still distraught. maybe you were more distraught because that's just how you are when it comes to things that are painful.

( like living with the notion that maybe you're just not good enough. )

you don't want to let what others say hurt you, but its hard not to. what people think of you is so very important, especially when it comes to those that you're close to. you want them to accept you, to want you, to appreciate you, and you wonder if they actually do. then again, there are times where you are reassured that you're every bit as important as every other member of samezuka.

even still, there's no denying that matsuoka-senpai is better than all of you. in turn, when it comes to iwatobi, haruka is even a league above rin. astonishing really, because rin is the best swimmer you've ever seen. you want to be like him, to be as skilled in your chosen stroke as he is at...everything. its probably wrong to idolize your friends, but you love them so much that its hard not to. maybe you're a little obsessive, is that a bad thing? (probably.)

as much as you're known for being a little over-the-top (you're equated to nagisa-kun often enough), you're also known for being so infinitely caring that its borderline smothering. it feels that way for a long time with rin and the way he sometimes brushes you off leaves you feeling unsure of yourself. all you want to do is encourage him, to make sure he knows that he's doing just the best he can be. but no one really listens to you half the time, and that's alright.

( imagine your surprise when rin names you samezuka's new captain. )

and maybe its because you take swimming just as seriously as the others. you can separate business from pleasure; your personal side from the side of you that gets strangely competitive. the side of you that people don't see is the hard worker, the determined kid that wants to be the best at everything he does. what people do see is that you're bubbly and friendly, a real chatterbox when you get started. you try not to let them see that you are easily bothered and you always want to stay strong for everyone else.

you're still really just learning how to be you. its one of the many things you're still learning about yourself. the same as you're still really learning how this new world works. cascata, however, is pretty much the best place for you. surrounded by water, with beautiful beaches, and a water park that you've got yourself a job at. you thought about finishing school, but you're were only one year away from being finished with your schooling anyway, what could happen in a year? besides, you're treated more like an adult here than anywhere else.

while you may not really know your role in this life, one thing you know for certain: you miss your friends.

summary

hello, here is the bubbly little duckling, nitori! he's very sweet and kind and a little bit of a crybaby sometimes. he worries a lot about how other people view him and he tries to be the best at everything he does. he grew up with parents that were very self-absorbed, that fought sometimes, but that loved him dearly. he doesn't want to disappoint people, ever, and gets upset when he does. he absolutely idolizes his closest friends, especially rin, who he really, really wants to be like. nitori was named captain of samezuka before he came to cascata and he feels a little bit lost. he also feels like his disappearing left the team in a lurch and he's a little distraught. he misses his friends a ton. anyway, his life has been mostly pretty normal, save for the extensive swim team stuff. he works now as a lifeguard at marlin cove in cascata!


platonic

he is hella sweet and chattery, maybe to annoying lengths, but he'll be friends with anyone. i'd love for him to have a ton, because he's just the cutest, sweetest little child. he misses his friends from home, for sure, but he'll definitely make friends with anyone. as long as you're not really too much of a jerk to him, because his feelings are hurt pretty easily. but he'll be such a good friend and he'll listen to anything you have to say and he'll always be there for you.


antagonistic

he realizes when he rubs people the wrong way and doesn't want to make enemies. like, that's his biggest fear, that people actually hate him. his feelings are easily hurt, though he tries not to show that, but he has really genuine reactions and strong emotions. but, if for whatever reason, you want to not like him, please do. if he just bothers you, if he's annoying, whatever, go for it!


romantic

oh man, so he's kind of a closet pervert? he's got a sweet, innocent little face, has never dated and that's because he's always been really confused over his sexuality. its actually canon that he reads adult manga a lot, said manga being geared towards women, so its about 100% gay porn. nitori is coming to terms with the fact that he is probably really, really gay. that being said, please flirt with him, because he won't really know what to do about it? beb is a little bit of a pervert and needs to be indulged in whatever kinky things he wants to do. after dating a friend of his from home, and said boy disappearing and reappearing different, nitori wasn't really thinking about dating again. however, he found a sweet volleyball boy that he is totally crazy for, so be on the lookout for your new, cute cascatan power couple! as always, i do AU all over the place, so throw that at me too.

the player

alias lolita
timezone est
pronouns she/her
mature content yes


notes

i'll RP just about anything and that includes gore, violence, drugs, sex, just about everything in between. if you want to ask what sorts of things i'm into, drop me a line, i promise i won't be disturbed. i do love darker things (and smut, i RP a lot of smut) that i never get a chance to play out, so if you want to do something dark--AU or otherwise--just let me know!
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AXEL

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fandom KINGDOM HEARTS
species NOBODY
age 20
occupation spy
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JIhyun Single
played by amanda
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nitori + axel
lol tbh I thought about offering axel up to be nitori's boi; but I wasn't sure I mean Axel has a similar personality to rin I think? Like both those kids are sharkish but Axel has actually killed people and I'm not sure he should be with someone who's never done that before xd. That and because of where Axel's mindset was. He wasn't just a soldier he was a freaking sociopath but I mean idk cause Roxas didn't come at it from that either but at least he has killed things. But idk I am attracted to that sort of morraly gray/morraly light shit. They kind of would be like shipping a Valkyire with an Angel and you know that is my shit. hello au??? but right I am also not sure if it would actually work out but I am all for these two turning to each other to sort of get over their past people together lol. I think Axel could feel at ease around Nitori cause hes a lot like Sora? So yeah I think Axel would have no problem liking your cutie and I think their shared past will also be a good thing to build on. I think Axel would do a fwb before having sex with a complete stranger but there is always drunken mistakes ;3. I think they will be pretty cute regardless of what we do. Friends, fwb, w/e; i'm down with just throwing them at each other and seeing what they wanna do. Tbh I'm like fighting the need to sleep so I apologize if none of this makes sense you can always hit me up on Skype and I can try again when I'm not like. "Brainsssss" rofl.
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AXEL

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nitori + axel
Haha omg best. You know I'm not opposed to testing their chemistry either cause why not. Maybe they will surpise us. I know Axel is capable of being cute and these days he actually feels things and is trying to be a better person. I guess it really depends on how Nitori would feel about Axel's past and what he has done xd. I feel like most normal people probably would be like no thanks which Axel would totally understand but therr may be some people who would just care about who he is now like that one Backstreet boys song. I have like a ton of fun au s flooding around I think I know the first ;3. Really whatever you want is fine cause I'm not 100% sure what I want either so I'm cool with a ship surprising me. I know they are going to be cute and hot regardless. But hmmm maybe they could meet while Axel is shopping for new clothes with Sora cause Axel had been wearing his organization 13 clothes and like Axel gets separated and asks the first nice person he sees if they have seen Sora. If Nitori would offer his cute little self to help...maybe they could end up having lunch together? I'm not sure when that deeper conversation would happen of their shared past I know Axel isn't an open book so it may not happen when they first meet but we can just throw them together and see what happens lol.

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nitori aiichirou currently dating
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nitori + teru
lowkey he's jealous of nitori's hook ups with axel, but also like gonna prove he's better rip. he's also like just so smitten immediately, he loves the soft boy aesthetic and loves seeing nitori flustered. come at me and fight me for this crack ship lol.

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