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LILLIE

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lillie

we'll hoist the sails and brave the crashing waves; won't you sail away with me?

the basics

full name lillie
age 15
occupation student/library assistant
species human
pronouns she/her
usergroup halcyon
fandom pokémon


the powers

lillie is very human, with no special enhancements or qualities that make her any different from other humans. she does, however, have her own pokemon shiron, who is an alolan vulpix (ice/fairy type). she's not much of a fighter,but she'll happily powder snow someone who might hurt lillie.


the canon

spoilers: after lusamine enters the ultra wormhole in sun and moon, following mostly in-game events, but with some aspects of the anime for her background. note: i used one anime event that doesn't correspond with the game: 1) in the anime, lillie is tasked with looking after a pokemon egg with her class at school. i said that she got given the egg by the professor as part of her research during her journey, and that's how she got shiron.

記憶

you didn't remember the day that the first wormhole was opened, when you were about nine years old.

you don't remember that faba had somehow channeled as much energy as he needed to open the wormhole in the basement of your home. you don't remember the horror that your tiny body had felt coursing through your body as you saw the jellyfish-looking ultra beast come floating through, looking so innocent - until it had grabbed you, you, who wasn't meant to be there at the time.

you don't remember that it had saved you. all you remember was the shadow of a monster, you remember screaming, and then you remember that you weren't able to touch pokemon anymore.

once upon a time, you had been a happy child that had loved playing with the wild pokemon that your little playground had lured pokemon to to play with you. you used to snuggle with your clefairy while your older brother played on the climbing frame. you didn't know why you couldn't touch pokemon, after that day, because all of those memories were repressed.

you remember the sadness on your clefairy's face because you couldn't touch her anymore. you couldn't even touch her when mother evolved her into a clefable without your permission. you just remember sobbing into your pillow that night because you hadn't been able to do anything about it.

your memories were happy until that day.

お母様

mother, despite all of her love, had been overbearing, and she had been controlling.

you didn't hate her, not an ounce. you wore the pretty clothes she picked out for you because it made her happy, and you had to admit you did like wearing them. when father had disappeared, she raised you and gladion alone, and you had so much respect for her for doing that. but you were always something she wanted to make pretty. she put you on strict diets and only let you do specific things, but she had always used to play with you and brush your hair and sing songs to you.

around other people, she was ditzy and cheerful, and she was oh-so-charismatic. when you were a little girl, you wanted to be like mother. mother, with her gorgeous body and wonderful hair and the way that she spoke to people to immediately get them to like her.

(mother didn't know what happened to her little girl.)

even when she evolved clefairy, you were angry and you pouted and you cried, but she was still mother. she wanted things to be beautiful. you just accepted that was who mother was.

mother was mother. you loved her, despite all of her flaws (and many flaws there were), but sometimes you hated her for what she had done.

お兄様

gladion, big brother.

you loved him so.

you loved him for occasionally stealing you snacks, and playing with you when you were both so young. he was always the rebellious one, and those were the qualities that you loved about him. he was the one who stood up to mother when he was angry, he spoke his mind, but most importantly, he loved you and he loved his pokemon.

when he stole one of mother's pokemon and ran away, you could almost understand why. you were sad that he had left without a word to you, but you knew he was going to do good things. that one day you would see him again.

you didn't know that the very pokemon he had stolen had saved your life that day. that that was the reason he had fled so soon after you couldn't touch pokemon anymore.

mother had been angry. mother had been so, so angry, and it scared you.

sometimes mother was too different people. the mother who was happy and so lovely, and then the mother who seemed to have been poisoned with an obsession for beauty. a mother who had been poisoned and was becoming a monster.

no wonder gladion left. he could get out of her grasp so much better than you were able to.

泥棒

you took after gladion when you became a thief and ran away with nebby.

(get in the bag, nebby, please!)

you couldn't stand what they were going to do to the small, helpless baby pokemon that resembled nothing more than the stars. you had fled through aether paradise, pursued by so many people that were trying to get back what they called a monster. nebby wasn't a monster. nebby had power that they were exploiting, and you had to help it.

you had always been too kind, mother said.

when nebby had used its power to teleport both of you away, you ended up on a beach. a beach where professor kukui had picked you up and let you stay with him. you became his assistant. it was a job you only could have dreamed of because of how much you had used to read.

his rockruff was a sweetie too. you hated how sad it was when you couldn't cuddle it.

you tried to find things out about nebby, but to no avail. kukui let you travel about though, with a lot of max repels. he let you research your own things in your own time, too.

meeting kukui was the start of a wonderful adventure.

友達

when you first came acoss him, and hau, so many things happened that it could have been overwhelming. but because you met him, because he saved nebby and he helped you go to all of alola's islands, you had so much gratitude for this one boy who would eventually save the world.

when you met acerola, the princess who helped you find out information that would be so helpful later on, and when you met hapu, the one who would protect you all the way through poni island, you were so grateful for those that became something dear to you.

when you got given the egg from the professor to take care of, it was such a big responsibility along with nebby. but it soon hatched into shiron, your little snowball. it took you so long for you to be able to hug her, but when you could - it was the greatest feeling. and then it was so much easier to be able to hug everyone.

you didn't know why, but it was the greatest feeling.

throughout your own journey, you could feel you were becoming different from your mother. you were more willing to fight for the things you cared about. there was something about you that was changing, and you wanted to be brave. you wanted to fight for everyone.

and then when you finally met gladion again, when you met type:null, and you remembered everything - when you couldn't touch pokemon again - it was so scary. it was terrifying. but when you realised that it was type:null who had saved you, when you confronted your mother at aether paradise and she let herself be taken away by nihilego, and silvally saved you again - everything made sense. when nebby had been used for its power to summon nihilego and became it's little cocoon, everything made sense.

mother had never really loved you, had she?

but you had to save her. she was your mother, and you loved her.

you knew that you had to change to do it. you were never your mother. you were never going to be your mother. you took off your hat, unplaited your hair, tied it up into a ponytail. you wanted to be better to rely on. you wanted to make your friends proud. if you didn't have him, the boy who would save the world, then you would have stayed the same as you always had.

you could touch pokemon now! you had seen so many amazing things! you had met such wonderful people! there was so much to you that had changed, and you wanted to show people that you could do it. like all the pokemon with their inner power and their z-crystals, you wanted to have a z-powered form of your own to prove you could do it.

so you run up to the altar of the sunne, with the boy and with hau and with all of your friends, wanting to find a way to save your mother.

with all of the power of the tapus, and the flutes that you both had gone to find, nebby becomes something greater. becomes the pokemon of legend, the pokemon that gives you the power to enter the ultra wormhole and go to find your mother. you beg to go too, as much as gladion tries to stop you.

even when you clamber onto nebby's back and you're clinging to it before you go, you're so grateful. to him, and to hau, and to everyone you've met. because if you'd never met them, you probably never would have found out the truth. you never would have had someone to play the flutes alongside. never would you have been able to see tapu koko in person, or be able to touch pokemon, and it was all because of him. if you'd never met him, and been brave enough to ask him to help you find your truth while he fought his way through the island challenge, you never would have been brave enough to change.

but you go. you and shiron and nebby and him, all go together to save your mother.

世界

this was not the world where you expected to find your mother.

nebby was gone and so was he; the only one you had left was shiron. you clung to her tight, wandering through a strange new world where everyone seemed to know what was going on when you didn't. you asked them what it was, and they shrugged and told you to go and find somewhere to live, because this was where you were now.

so you went to find information. you saw the place called halcyon which promised a big library, and you were immediately drawn there. you were so young, and at only the age of twelve, you didn't know which way to turn. you found a school to enroll into and somewhere to live with other people, and you searched so desperately for your mother.

you spent so much time in the library that you asked if you could volunteer as a library assistant for a while. they said only for a few hours a week, and it was about two years after you came, but it made you feel a bit better for staying there all the time.

it was strange and unknown and you couldn't find anyone you knew - how likely was it you would bump into someone you knew in a place with millions and millions of people? - but you survived. for once in your life, you survived alone.

z-powered lillie was doing her best.

summary

this is lillie. she's been in elysion about 3 years now. she came through an ultra wormhole intending on going to ultraspace to find her mother but she ended up here yayyy. she grew up in a very well off but strict household, with her mum dressing her and putting her on strict diets and a rebellious brother who eventually stole one of her mother's pokemon and ran away because of what they were doing to it. because of an event in her childhood not long before that, she was rendered unable to touch pokemon and the trauma caused her to repress her memories of it, so she had no idea it was an ultra beast that had attacked her + the pokemon her brother stole saved her. eventually she kind of took after her brother after she stole nebby (aka cosmog) who was being used for power to open ultra wormholes and she didn't like the way it was beingtreated, so she ran away with it, nebby teleporting them away and she ended up with professor kukui as his assistant. she met the protag of the sun and moon games which took her on a wonderful adventure where she met many many people, and then when her mother ended up inside the ultra wormhole, she had to find a way to save her, which included nebby evolving into the legendary pokemon and goig with her and the protag through the wormhole, when they ended up here... and now she's a student who spends too much time in the halcyon library.


platonic

lillie is a sweetie pie, but she's also super shy and trips over her words a lot. so it's not terribly easy to be friends with her because she's so awkward, but she does want to be friends!!! promise!! she's very bookish and loves reading so she'll probably talk your ear off about a new book that she's read, but pls be nice to her she's just trying to live ok.


antagonistic

tbh how tf could you not like lillie she's smol and adorable and needs to be protected. i guess she's a little paranoid so she might like. turn around and throw a book at you if you jumpscare her or if you say something to her in the street that she thinks is bad and she freaks out, but i don't really know how you could be her enemy tbh. she's only 15 be nice to her.


romantic

she gay af for acerola and hapu wtf u mean

idk tbh she's 15 and she's never really like, cared??? she's 15 gdi. she's very happy just sitting about w her books and i wouldn't be comfortable rping romance with someone for her unless they were like 15-18 or something like that. nothing massive bc that's creepy af. she's a v cute gf tho she'd go on many dates and go to libraries and parks and stuff. she likes simple things. she'd be the most loyal gf ever and she'd give you many hugs!! and who doesn't like hugs!!

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alias levia
timezone gmt
pronouns she/her
mature content not w lillie bc she is Smol


notes

ur all cute af + i apologise this app is a mess because my writing basically fucked with the timeline tbh
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ROY MUSTANG

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lillie + roy
in before bre can come here with havoc, back off husbando this one is roy's ok so. does lillie need a Dad™??? roy and his boyfriend are apparently collecting children to take care of and tbh its mostly havoc, but sometimes roy connects with someone and he doesn't hate kids, he's just not always the most parental person. however, sometimes he sees someone young and just wants to help. he's always been very good with women, he had a lot of 'big sisters' growing up (they were his aunt's girls, his aunt basically owned like a brothel) so he's just really more comfortable with girls than guys most of the time anyway. he's the representative in halcyon, and she'd see him everywhere since he's always out and around town. so roy's not like the super dad type, havoc would be a better dad, but i want roy to connect with at least one of the younger members of the site and i thought lillie was a good choice! he'd be a good older figure for her i think and he would DEFINITELY be protective and make sure she was taking care of herself in that sometimes aloof way roy does things >> listen i just love the idea of seeing him around town with a happy-go-lucky kid that he's got a soft-spot for and is on his best behavior for!
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lillie + roy
i know very little about lillie, just what i know at face value. but i also figured she'd prolly be all like !!!!!! at roy giving her any attention because of his position and who he is. which he's gotten that before, because he used to be a colonel in the military back home, so people acted like that with him sometimes there as well. he's more laid-back and stuff here than he was at home, so he's more apt to actually be Soft with her once he gets used to having someone younger rely on him again; then again, ed never really relied on him, per se. so having a daughterlike figure would be new territory for him but he'd still want to do it. maybe prove some point that he can be normal, that his being in the military for so long didn't ruin him as a person, like he thinks it did. ie: he's done terrible stuff and thinks he is terrible, even though he was forced to do all of it. he'd also be fascinated by her pokemon! so like, if shiron wants to lay all over him he will let her, also because she's like a fox and fox = like a dog and he loves dogs >> also there's some kind of irony in that shrion is the ice version of vulpix and roy can use fire himself l o l things are hard rn i'm in a lot of pain so idk how much sense this made rip but i wanna do it. i want roy to have a cute kid that he looks out for!!!!
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lillie + havoc
alright first off, rude, havoc is best dad. but ANYWAYS. since roy will be dad'ing lillie a bit, she'll likely see havoc around a bunch too! especially since he's almost always with roy anyways unless he's doing a job where he can't be at his side. where roy would be likely a bit awkward and not really know how to dad people, but he can do it. so if she ever really did need some good parenting advice, it would be in her best interest to come to havoc. while he hasn't had any kids of his own, he's always been the type to care for people and his natural charm just draw people to him. he's definitely gonna take a step back and let roy take care of her the most since he knows that roy needs something like her in his life! but really if she ever needs anything or ever wants to give him a surprise then just ask havoc and he'll tell her everything! also if she needs a place to stay, ask and they'll easily let her stay in the representative house because it's huge.
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enkidu + lillie
enkidu loves being around people no matter what they do. there's always something to learn and she also has a tiny fox probably one theyu've never seen before??? 100% on board to be around her. as far as making enkidu less sassy? good luck they still plan on like always being around gil so it won't ever be fixed lol
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lillie + hajime
at this point, you know all about hajime, cause i'm plotting apparently her with all ur chars orz. anyway! lillie rly needs a girlfriend to get with her and go do things!!! go do girly things!!! hajime would be F A S C I N A T E D by her pokemon and just love shiron to bits, and lillie too, obviously. lillie is such a good and hajime is definitely a good and together i think they'd be very sweet and just cute little innocent babs. she needs a good female influence, and also she'll see hajime a lot because like roy is lillie's dad, havoc is acting as hajime's dad L O L! so like, uhhhh, sisters???? sister relationship???? yes.

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